My Generation

I am a strong believer in heredity. If you need to know something about someone, look at thier parents. Both my parents are writers, therefore I think I am a good writer. My dad is socially adept and loved by all his friends, a queen-bee, so to speak; I hope that I will one day attain that commanding grace and ease among my peers. Sometimes perhaps I place too much trust in my heritage. Perhaps I suck at writing. Perhaps I will always feel alienated by my peers.

Fuck.

I don't think I can do this. As soon as I write these words, the meaning that they held is lost, my motivation is lost. Maybe blogging isn't for me. i don't know, uit seems like the fire is exinguished as soon as it illuminates the room.

I don't know, I'm rambling. Get used to it.

I need to format my blog and make it look pretty. I'm tired.